Dearest Shin

Something to express, beyond words.


Last week, Shin went of to Hong Kong(and soon to New York).

Alot of us wont be able to see you for quite awhile. I believe alot of us will miss you alot. Shin a really great friend yes!? We'll see you and have a massive outing when you come back in six months time.

I'm really glad to know you and not forget Ovation, Wednesday and Basic Instinct. They're really great memories to be treasure. Everytime I think back I smiled. It feels great to work as a team, laughing, screaming and everything else. Though I dont really know you for very long(as well as the other members of BI), your makes me feel belong.

Here's some pictures of BI(Basic Instinct)!


Featured Alvin(COA), missing Fishball.


The eight of us (:

I dont mind travelling all the way to the east again. Then I got so angry when alot of your came late and start scolding vulgarities. I miss learning some ganster kungfu clearing all the lil mama. Woohoo.








Together, a song by all of us.

..with our heart and soul.


Goodbye.
Like sand, falling in an hour glass
Time's run out
Now all of your bags are packed
And there's no way out
Though i've been dreading this day
No, i won't ask you to stay

Chorus:
Goodbye, but i hope its not the end
I'll keep the faith,... that i'll see you again
As you go, cause now is the time
Your dreams take flight
I hope in everything you do
May the Lord be your guide
Until we meet again
This is goodbye

As your page turns, to start a new chapter
Please be strong
When the nights get too cold, and days too bitter
You gotta hold on
Just think of the times we've shared
Look in your heart, and you'll find me there

chorus






Much love to Martin Shin Yuk Yu! (:





P.S. I'm been rather stress up with jobs hunting that I dont have mood to update. I will try to update more, there's too much pictures in my lappy that gonna suffocate me too. Stay Tune! Ah yes, I still dance at times and I've been spending 'cos of Topshop, Miss Selfridge, Dorothy Perkin Sales. OH MY MY.. I really need mooooooooss. And I'm growing lazier and fatter.

Like spring,
and winter.

Fantasy World

On my own, living in denial.


I'm currently growing against time.

In Mum's eyes I'm still a small kid. I'm keep under control with all the good stuffs coming along. In Dad's eyes I'm still a girl. I'm always told about how to be careful with regards to strangers and not to be harm. He always believe in this world everyone is evil(even himself), and alot will take advantage of girls. He thinks I'm so 'stupid'.

In ABC's or XYZ's eyes I doesnt look like a twenty-to-be.

In Jessica Lim Li Shan's eyes, she still cant believe she've completed her primary school PSLE.. followed by secondary school 'O' level and up till now, Nanyang Polytechnic with a Diploma of Multimedia and Infocomm Technology. In her eyes, 16 just feel so yesterday.

So now tell me how, how to have an aim in life.. teach me how to grow up so I can earn big moolahs, and be an independent person. I still dont know what I want and get stress up as days goes. I start to talk really little(or perhaps mind blank), and feel pretty out of place. I dont take intiative to a whole lot until I wonder is my belonging worth while(or I'm just forgotten like that). I like to see people but at times I'm scare of crowds.

I feel like a !!@#$%^@&*!, like omg wtf.. omg lol.









Give me strings, so I can fly again.

Lead me
whoever you are.

不同角落

闪闪惹人爱。



不管在那里，渐渐都有我们的回忆。

现在，一切变成一种习惯。我习惯每天都看到你的脸，每天感觉你的体温。我知道不管你多累，每天晚上都回来找我。我，早已习惯你的一切一切。我好习惯你的存在，涂家荣啊！









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在图书馆里。



当阿呆三遇到阿呆二。








在Mahanttan Fish Market，很不错的气氛哦。



有人说，我们长得挺相识。


*吻。










那段时间我生病时，谢谢你照顾我。

我康复了！（：

那天也是我们的五个月，中秋节。


月亮没有很圆；可是感觉好圆，好满。




发光，发亮吧。











康复后，再次出街。


穿着我买的新衣。




第一次唱K, 在Party World里。


不错哦！更棒的气氛。



拥抱。


那天有人被逼唱“洁西卡”。哈哈！













好好喝的沙冰。



爱哟。（；






两天不能见，如隔三秋。哈哈！

简简单单，
月亮代表我的心，
败给你。

Sick bugs & F1 Ferrari Girls 2009

Bless me with good health and a good apetite.


That was me on the last day of F1.


Indeed F1 pay was pretty good but the job isnt as easy as it seems. Ferrari booth was so pack that the crowd goes non-stop. The staffs break was practicarly < 30 minutes which is off peak hours. When there's crowd.. we need to start work again. I work basically two days which is Satrday and Sunday. Saturday after lunch at 11 plus, I only had my break at 2300. When it's soon my turn and the other collegues, the crowd came again so we gt no choice to wait. Sunday break was good but..

I think I shouldnt have ate my colleague's chicken rice.

I was fine on Monday and Tuesdays. I still went for cousin Eve's birthday at St James. I'm not pretty sure was it is 'cos of the chicken rice or the vodka that 'cos me to have gastric flu or somehow food poisoning. On wednesday morning I keep on vomitting and diarroeh(spells?).







I feel so weak and I think I've lost 2 kilograms.

No energy to reply sms, talk or even to stand up. Lol. On the way walking to he clinic I vomitted green and black stuff. Black stuff perhaps was the ultracarbon my Mum asked me to eat. After the doctor, my vomit amazingly stops. Yesterday was so much better that I've got more mood. At night my eyes suddenly swollen and Thoo have to rush to 7-11 to buy Eye-Mo.

Today was great. I hope tomorrow I can eat proper again.




I've got more energy to type and sms already! :D
Pictures of the booth..




Check out the queue! It would be more crowded than this..





Some group pics from Saturday. Most of us wore red!









Last day of F1..

We saw some people fliming prolly frm mediacorp.



Sharon.


Me.






Some group pics..

Very orangey light uh.


We all wore black (:



Tadahh!








Then it marks the end of F1 2009. Will we ever meet again? Great to know you guys! (: Your made my day.


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I wanna be bubbly and chubbly again!

Thanks Thoo, Ah Ma, Papa, Mama and Bro taking care of me this days. Ehehe. Really love you.. :D





Ah yes, If MOE didn get back to me for ART diploma by next week.. It's time for reality again. All the bad things comes in a roll. Sigh.






Have faith?

I wanna eat you up
yum yum yum yum