It's 2012, happening too soon.

Feel so lost, since the last week of 2011...

I've got this bad swollen red eye that makes me impossible to go anywhere.

I feel so much like a handicapped, looking at people celebrating with their friends or enjoy. Love one by their side. My dad and mum at my side, constantly looking care of me. My brother is there and some constant messages from friends. But... I feel I am last to him.

We always quarrel it ain't but no matter how I always feel that.









Last week, the day after Christmas I've really bad gastric flu. I so hope you are here but I know you are in camp. This time round you are out with a long weekend but always with friends. I know I can't be so greedy to keep you by my side when I am sick 'cos you actually can't do much and watch me sleep. I'm feeling so alone.

Feeling horrible in my heart 'cos it feels so incomplete without you yet...






I just want to have a healthy body, feel so isolated right now.

Good night everyone, my eyes is getting way swollen then ever.

Maybe I am important.
Yes you say I am.

About "Life On a Travelator"

Imagination into reality...







It's like a minute more of my story, and at times kind of lost and lonely.






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My first short film attempt with Justin Lim for Creative Video Awards 2011.

It was pretty last minute idea from me 'cos I don't really want to miss the chance. It was filmed on the night before the submission, deadline 9th December 5pm.

Thanks Justin Lim for helping me with the video! I won't be able to come out with that in such a short while. I must say your videography skills and editing skills is awesome!







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The initial idea was few months back when I got to know about Creative Video Awards. Thoo and me was discussing about the various themes and decided on Travel... and we came upon this phrase - "We are traveling every day, what are you traveling for?"

Lots of scenes flashes in my mind, and I was so inspired by various short films, especially those by WongFuProductions...






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"We are traveling every day, what are you traveling for?"







Results for shortlisted video will be out on 21st December.
I am so excited and hope "Life on a Travelator" will be shortlisted! It will definitely be the best birthday present for my 22nd birthday! ;D

I just want to say...
REALLY appreciated those who have watch the video and like in my facebook.
It really meant alot to me, source of motivation yo!

Also I want to thanks... SYDC O.N.E Production - Living One Life! Part of the description is adapted from the item. Heard from Thoo it is actually Mark that edited.
Thanks for the wonderful copy-writing! I really love it!




I have a dream, that is to be a star.

May be someday,
may be never,
may be today...

Red

Passion, lust, love..


They will die don't they?

I need time - reality,
I need guidance - path;
I need chance -  explore
I need to cherish - treasure.

Happy 2 Years 7 Months Anniversary

So close, so much...



Time really passes so fast. We've been together like 2 years and 7 months!?
We've so much to go, "ADD OIL!".

The future, unspoken.
What lies ahead,
time will tell.

Experimental Photos

Catch me, if I fall...




That day, Andrea and me got bored and we went snapping.
The photos turn out really amazing. And my hair was capture like in a flying sequence. Somehow it makes me love Nikon! The color was so vibrant and amazing. Thanks so much Andrea! Teehee ;)



Somemore pictures...


I'm actually smiling!


My stone pose, kind of love it actually.



Hopfully more interesting photos to come! I need Andrea to help ;D
And I kind of look better in emo shots then happy shots.

"They tell a story,
and express for me."