New Videos for my love

*Videos from jesslim's youtube.

Before I go to bed..

Zouk Performance on the 31st Jan at SMU Bondue Bash 2009.
The videos is still kind of dark though I already adjust the lightnings for the time till 4:50? After was pretty clear and comes locking. The whole performance wasnt very perfect but it was a nice experience! Looking at it, I really miss dance, been three weeks. Com'on J, get your ass and shake..
(Video above credited to Jeanie, edited by J.)


Valentine's day!
It says all and I shall post about it soon. Love you bitches! HAHAHA.



And yes yes, there's this booth regarding jobs at Marina Square. I signed up for this Media Academy thing for being apprentice. It's about TV film, radio and production. Though I know nuts about it.. I hope they call me. I seriously dont mind learn all from scratch and get pay tweeny weeny. PLEASE CALL ME SINGAPORE MEDIA ACADEMY.

I need a proper job since I didn apply for University :( Dont asked me why I dont and WTH am I planned to do next, I am seriously lost. It seriously dont feel so good to grow old.







In few hours time, another cousin of mine is getting married. I gonna be sisters again, I hope it will be fun and the angbaos would be WOW-WOO-WEE. Talking about her wedding, my cousin is so suey that she met a flasher days ago.. then she got phobia to take lift and almost trip when she walked up the stairs home. Hope the wedding would make her forgets all and remember the pretty moments.





Not jingle bells but wedding bells..

Spices please,
I dont quite like bland.

Under the same sky

*Picture credit to Wen.

Did you saw this too?

A rainbow is an optical and meteorological phenomenon that causes a spectrum of light to appear in the sky when the Sun shines onto droplets of moisture in the Earth's atmosphere. They take the form of a multicoloured arc, with red on the outer part of the arch and violet on the inner section of the arch.

More rarely, a secondary rainbow is seen, which is a second, fainter arc, outside the primary arc, with colours in the opposite order, that is, with violet on the outside and red on the inside.

A rainbow spans a continuous spectrum of colours. Traditionally, however, the sequence is quantised. The most commonly cited and remembered sequence, in English, is Newton's sevenfold red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.



Aint that pretty?

..and you know there's always a rainbow after the rain.

If, maybe.

Cotton On & Jobs Experience

I like the feeling of being busy.

Though I'm not working alot of days a week. At times working makes me feel occupied. I dont like to keep slacking at home, wishing time past fast. I dont like to face four walls so often. And I'm happy to see people, especially when customers smile at you. I'm happy at times when I saw farmiliar faces popping by.. like Dad and Mum. I happened to see Yaoguo and long time no see student ZhiJie. It was like years back then. Memories :)

Now it aint the sales period and at times it gets kind of peaceful..



The store - Cotton On.






Some random shots..




I still cant remember all their names! I am having short term memory man. Now I seems to forget alot of people names but only their face. Lol. I hope I will remember their names and know them better.








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That day I received a sms from another J.

Another J: "Are you working? I was in lot one but didn saw you."
J: "I'm working, I was in the fitting room."
Another J: "Why're you at the fitting room? Dont tell me they hired you to camwhore there."

HAHHA, I AM NOT OKAY.
Pop by again lah! :D








Talking about working, let me see..

My first job was Mos Burger, during secondary three. The pay was damn little but I pretty enjoyed. 'Cos that period of time the mind is simple, just be happy and have tweeny extra income. I remembered shouting "Welcome to Mos Burger" and "Thank you please come again" everytime. The kitchen crew and managers were great, my colleagues too. My cousin was one of them.. Takashimaya outlet yea.

Next, I worked at a small Japanese restaurant before called Hito. The kitchen people treat me very well too and the boss. I like the yummy food. I too worked at Korean restuarant before called Zingdo.

Besides Food and Beverages jobs, I work at Zone X aracde for a month. There got so many ah bengs and I am like the flower. LOL. It's pretty funny that kids will mistook me for an auntie.

My longest job was Quiksilver/Roxy. That was my first retail job and I enjoyed it ALOT. I miss the times when BK, May, Zoseph, Aaron, Jane and etc when I am working. I miss slacking and playing games. I miss taking crazy pictures too..

I distribute flyers before too. I tried giving out tourists map for a day for an hour or two, I cant rembered. Then I try working as a dragger for California Fitness. That particular day a woman pass me a namecard and told me if I need flyer job tell her. I emailed her and yea, till now I'm waiting for events :D

The most recent jobs was Cafe Del Mar. I like working as food runner 'cos as usual the kitchen people were really nice.. but it's just too heavy. The environment is great but it kind of make Sentosa not my favourite place already. 'Cos it's related to money. SO I went back to Cotton On again..







WOO, thinking back.. I worked so many jobs before. My future? Hmms. A proper rice bowl that will last me long.. as long as I am growing older and my parents are?











Now what lies ahead of you?

Dont look back anymore
they stays and you grow.

Dreams & Makeover

At times you just hope it stops, 'cos you know the next thing you'll do is to playback..


Last night I've a nightmare.

In this bad dream of mine, there are alot of creatures. Then this dream seems so farmiliar, like I've use to dreamt before. I cant exactly remember how all exactly happen, all I know was there are stages for me to pass. Is that dream hinting me something? Or am I thinking too much?






This days I get kind of stress up that I questioned myself what I want to do. Or perhaps my mind is so blank that when friends around asked me what you gonna do now.. I start to get paranoid. At first my mind is clear, I know I want to work and earn as much to go Taiwan. Then after I would find a proper job. Then I start to hesitate.

It's so funny in a way my parents not so worried but my friends are.. I know they care.. and for some reasons, I feel so lost. I feel like running away, to take some breather some where.. and I need a shoulder. I feel I need that (or I thought would be)buddy I used to have.

Nevermind.







Perhaps, I feel so old 'cos twenty is nearing yet I still feel sixteen. Lol. Aint I in the stage of denial now? Tell me how cow, tell me how now.. tell me the moos will stay by me.


Anyway, that day went for this free makeover at Isetan Ettussais' counter.

Fujifilm J110W =)




Trix and me, before.







After.





She's so pretty!









With pretty makeup, die die must camwhore right?

Too much exposure of flash.






Bleahx.







Now my own photoshoot.


Vampire teeths. =E




One of my favourite.



I like white walls or single color walls alot, do you?








Now self-entertainment again. Zara fitting room.




I love this dress alot BUT so ex! :(








We got so tired..



Mos Burger milk tea! :D








Last stop was Paragon..


The toilets got damn good lightnings. LOL. And I gonna compliment again that the girl who helped us makeup was so good. She's really nice and gentle. I like the way she curl my lashes too 'cos I wont know how to do that. Makeups do wonders.








I like this shot!







Now time to play with mirrors - reflections.




Trix, pretty and mature!






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Frustrations.


Vanity.


My trueself?

You can say camera capture moments but at times, is what capture all real? Is what that have been capture really says? You know at times what I see doesnt seems to be me, it feels like.. stranger.









Now, I dont want anymore of such.

I miss those nonsense.
Nothing more, really.
That's all I would ask for.