September 18, 2004

fcuk life.
- i got back my result. i tot mine was still okay, just with physics. i got e-eight. i did improve didn i? at least from a nine to an eight. arghh.. my parents tell me if i never pass my physics, i am doom. what the hell. i still got other subjects right? they sounded so serious and they are stressing me!!
fcuk life once more, my brother's trust for me is lesser. nowadays, who i go out with, he will ask if the person who i going out is true. just because bear came down to my house two times. and he dosent trust me, he thought i went to find him. what the hell. if i do, i will say it all out.
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i didn talk to santa since thursday. damn. totally insane. haa. i guess i couldnt do anything.. i couldnt care less. last sunday, i ask if he was free.. he replied dunno a. and no more. all i want was to pass ya the present.. was it so idiotic hard? it's rotting! haa. just some time of your day will do, is that so hard? haix.
- bear, i'm telling ya this.. can ya please dont wait for me? i cant accept this and my heart wont change. please? will this do? haix. frenx are for life, remember? i just hope we can be friends.. being a pair is what we cant. isnt friends better? and, i never been in love and i need to choose the right choice.. i need to followed what my heart tells me to. when the feel is not there, there aint.
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don ever tell me love can grow. many tell me so but i don wanna hear this. no more of this. i had enough. stop asking me to accept!
i'm going insane.

she'sgoingupsidedown.

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