September 19, 2004

i just want a simple life.
- all i want you is to treasure yourself. ya know what, i'm just a gal who simple came in to your life. this is only a stage of life, get it? maybe god want to train humans, they let them suffer and then to happiness. i dunno if this is all true but i guess it is. and then, they will treasure that somebody next time.
- if ya hurt yourself, it will make me dislike you more.. cos when i care for somebody, i dosent want that fellow to hurt himself. for me, i guess i aint such a great fellow. i'm just a simply plain girl. by hurting yourself, it only let people beside you worry. shouldnt you be sad if they worry about you? perhaps, i dunno what i'm talking..
- i wait for santa, just becos i wanna hav a hope. maybe i wont get anything.. but at least i followed my heart. i know you are following your heart.. but even if ya wait a long time, i think things wont work out fine. haix.
- just like what i say, i shall be a nun huh? haa. i dunno why life seems so complicated.. there was a time no one like me at all.. and all of a sudden, it seems that losta people like me. isnt that ridiculous? i am in a rectangle, perhaps even a more sided figure.
- friends are better aint it? i treasure my fruitie sistas alot.. just bcos i knew they will be by myside whenever i hav trouble. even if they cant be, i knew they care, they do. like i say, frenx are for life.. if i be with you.. i will hurt you.. i don want to go with anybody if my heart still have some fellow. if i be with you, i will be playing with your heart. dosent it hurt more?
- haa. i know i am selfish.. i just dosent want anyone to care so much of me.. maybe i just wanna people beside me to be happy.
- i guess, my simple life should be, people happpy, i will be happy. haa. i dunno what kind of sentence is this.. but it somehow seems right.

when ya love somebody, ya want that person to happy aint it. i knew ya want me to be happy.. maybe by making me the happiest gal in the world is just be yourself. be a happy guy like ya before? just don do things i don like and i never ask ya to.

maybe ya will hate me or what now, but whatever it is, frenx forever. =j .

and i knew, say is easier than done.. and perhaps all my writing shall be crap.

depressed.

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