July 14, 2004

all i went was a deep hole, a deep deep whole. i sunk deeply in, i couldn't seems to get out. months and days of knowing him, i got nothing.. maybe the relations is worsen. emptiness. silence. prolong pain. it's all i get.
tell me the feelings within you. fading, dimishing, sparkling or it never really did?
i went with wind, i flew away but i came back with wind again. i cant bear to leave, cos i'm here from the start. ya bear me and ya make me. i'll fall, i'm rot but i'm yours again.
[ leaf grows from tree, wind blow leaf. leaf came back away from wind. leaf rot, decompose and become the nutrients of tree again. ]
over and over again.
i miss you so.

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