hello hmmmms...

okay, i dont know who are you or maybe ya forget to leave your name. but hii! [tell me who u are if ya saw this.. i will be glad to know ya]

i 'saw' dom.. i found his friendster! lol. and he leave me a testimonial. HEH. i'm mad lah but again he's ma dream, ma big crush for now. i found out he's in into gothic style[frm his pictures], he take part in dance competitions and.. he's just too different. dream may always be dream? :]

stel came to find me yesterday after work. we sorta explore raffles place and then without noticing, we walk to tanjong pagar. LOL. and then again, we walked back to raffles place BUT we couldnt find da mrt station. so we ask people ard, we're lost! haha. and we walked to esplanade and then to city hall? we walked like one to two hours, i guess we're really bored. lmao. met her sis in lot one and then dinner.

i went for checkup today and then it was like so funny. cos i know nuts about checkup. it's ma first time! anw for da eye checkup, i couldnt see da small alphabet but i can see da small numbers. o_o.

i still haven get a reply from np and sp. shrugs.

and ya, tank gt a song name jessica. i was like WOW. haha. cos there's song like melody and serena.. now is me! =j

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i dislike da feeling of missing, cos it hurt like hell.

i think tank sounds is rather nice, he's a new singer from taiwan i suppose? saw his mtv-s from scv yesterday. da effect is nice and especially da lyrics of da sound.

Tank-我们小时候

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼就能够感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了

回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼就能够感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候
现在的你不在想我
这个时候我了了

this is one of the songs i like[i put it in ma blog and wonder if it plays], anw can da lyrics be seen? some programs dont work and it look like 'rubbish'. LOL.

xoxo.

misses

can i say i miss that 'mob' so much? lol. i so hope i get into NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC. at least i'll have a chance to like hey, how are you.. in da same canteen or even da bustops. LMAO. i know i'm mad but i still so wanna go np, 'mob' is one of da reason, another is i feel da warmth from da polytechnic and then i can join dance as cca with stel. how great? and i can study civil and environmental engineering[although i dont know whether i like it or not]. duh. PLEASE REPLY FASTER, i'm desperate.

ya, did i say nyp send da enlroment package to me already? it's deadline is fifth of april and i gonna do a checkup a week before. i still gotta pay da school fees of ard four hundred? imagine i pay da school fees and i withdraw from nyp and transfer to np/sp, i cant get back all ma money. arghh. that means i gonna return ma mama some of da money. o_o.

enough of all those, now WORK. i dont have da feel to work longer.. i gonna work for next week and that it. i'm working for da sake of money now, having only like twenty-four bucks per day. wth.. well, it's betta then nothing afterall.

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photos are up!

SENTOSA outing one with xue


ya see i'm wearing a tankini, and it's really sunny cos ma eyes is almost a line. xD.



i know i look rather funny at da back. muahaa.



i'm acting cute and i didn look at da camera.


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SENTOSA outing two with stel and xue


i know i look weird with tube and bikini but i'm shy to wear bikini alone. LOL.



candid shot by xue, i like this alot. THANKS XUE!



o_o



we saw this in da water, a lady told us it was a horse shoe crab and we keep shouting stingray. LOL.











shan & qian :]



LOL.


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Outing with wen


cheap neoprints. =D



did i say i love da mussles from mos? NICE.



HEH.



it meant to be sissors[did i spell it correctly?], paper, stone. LOL.



she's trying to kiss me. x:,







i'm a peeping tom? eh, i dont think this is da right word. lol.



our face look sparkling. wahaa.

livin da vida local

one more lesson till da end of ma dance class. woos! i think i need to buck up on ma softness and having alot more tempo. i guess i gonna continue another part of modern living mtv dance - hip hop. i hope da cc set up da course earlier so i can master it sooner. TEEHEE.

i shall continue photo blogging.. :]


candid shot.



reflections reflects us.



ma eye bag look so black. o_o.



white sheep. MEH!



i know i lil chubby, with ba BA black sheep on ma head. LOL.







why work for cash? LOL.



showing ma teeths away, ugly but CANDID. lols.


da above are taken from wen's hp.

ARGHH, again i still dont understand why ma desktop couldnt upload pictures from blogger. [i've been uploading photos using ma brother laptop.] i've owe ma blog alot of photos.. sentosa outing one&two, outing with wen and fruities outing. DAMN. i hope ma desktop like me more, if nt i mus resize ma photo and upload in photobucket.. it's so troublesome. o_o.

PHOTOGRAPHY

there's something to happy about, i've got a place in polytechnic already! HOORAY. but then again, it's nt NP but NYP. ya see one Y makes a huge different, oh man. haha. anw.. if i didn get into np or sp, i will be studying in NYP - multimedia and infocomm technology. bless me people! :] anw, nyp is very fast on da appeal cases. LOL.

went out with fruities today. we went to cwp pizza hut and then back to lot one. LOL. what was we thinking? anna went off first cos she got something on.. and then da rest of us keep walking rounds and rounds in lot one.. trying to entertain ourselves. wahaa. it seems that lot one wasnt a nice place to shop for people who live nearby.. how boring can it be? shrugs. anw, we did took losta funni pictures in da neoprint machine inside da arcade. MADNESS.

i saw ma neighbour who live in da ninth storey. WOO. he's so so so sooooo handsome. lols! we're in da same lift with some other people and then i saw his side view. he was wearing this black and white nerd frame spectacle. wow, how nice can he look? haha. i know i'm mad.. but then again, ma mum say he's handsome, ma brother too. :] and ya, handsome guys and pretty lady is to see, nothing else.


ma new bf, mr balloon. he asked me not to work so hard for cash. LOL.


ahh, stupid gprs.. i still haven receive three photos i send frm hp to ma email. they BLUFF me. o_o. anw, more pics maybe in da next entry!

[edited/add ons]

thanks to anna, ma photos are receive, da hotmail treat them as junk mails, wth. :x


during way back after sentosa outing with xue, candid. AHH, ma eyes was closed.



during work, i ask mr cow[niubi] to take for me. AUNTIE me.



i'm off!

dreams

i don know why i feel so sleepy nowadays when i'm working. and ya, i started to hate this colleague who's ma manager now. i dont know why, i just hate his face or his work behaviour.. i feel like quitting, but again.. i got nothing to do at home, and being at home wont spore money. LOL. ya, i'm working in this japanese cafe for about four months already and all together i earn about thousand plus. it's actually so damn little. o_o.

another colleague quit, kevin. hai. i wonder why from da day i work at this cafe.. there's about nine colleagues leaving me. i see them come and go, those fun moments are gone. especially when there's dom and pauline. DOM! lols. dom is ma dream lover maybe.. but i wont get to see him again, unless i enter NGEE ANN POLY. can you imagine? he actually went into the course film, video and sound. god. i recalled he tell me he scare he wont be able to enter a polytechnic and now he's into a good course. wonders.

yea, i went out with wen after work on monday. i style ma hair messy messy when i saw her hair messy messy. LOL. this are the neoprints we've taken..


MUACKS.



APPLE & CHERRY. :]



BUDDIES.



LOL. i nearli exposed and wen drew that circle thing. xD.



wen head was cut off? lmao.



i nv see da camera. o_o.



FRIENDSHIP.


FYI.. i didn put makeup but it came out as if i did! lmao.

blue

i went to appeal for a course in np, sp, nyp and rp already. lols. i'm quite kiasu cos i do not want to waste another year working. i felt much relieve after i saw so many people appealing.. either for a transfer of course or appealing for a course. the other thing that made me more confidence was ma L1R4.. i thought it was 18 but after deducting of cca points, it become 17. heh. i guess one point make a lil different, especially to me. i hope i can be an environmentalists someday, so np please accept me. =D

i went for eyebrow trimming after ma appealing. i think i look much better cos i think it's neater. as usual, ma bro keep laughing at me. well, i like can already! LOL.

ma life is rather peaceful/bored, cos i did nothing but work.. eat and sleep. duh. anyone wanna make ma life more lively?

arghh, i cant seems to upload ma photo in here.

unwanted

results are out, and guess what? my application failed. i didn get into any course and now i'm damn lost. what course to appeal? shrugs. i got only one choice for appeal in ngee ann poly, two choices in singapore poly. i wanna appeal civil and env engineering in np but ma bro ask me not to. there's only 88 intake for last year.. it's too risky. i wanna get into np cos i feel da warmth.. but then again, i may lost da chance if i appeal that env course.

i gonna be kiasu so i may appeal all da poly, i don wanna waste ma year working through. bless me! go go.

in life there's two way to live, to be happy and to be sad. i choose to be happy and lead ma life. LOL. even if i put on a face all this while, it dosent mean i can change da fact and da thing is.. i got so much life ahead. i'm hearing losta stuffs like this courses are bad, this poly are yuck. but then if you think through.. you are not in da situation and maybe it's great after you try.

i guess this is another situation to let me go through and be careful of stuffs like this. and ya, i went to sentosa for da past few days.. i gt lil tanned line. i look like chocolate now. BROWN! lmao.

sunshine.