December 30, 2004

christmas will always be a sad ending.
- yeap. chiristmas is over le. gotta work on that day.. and on christmas eve. i got spray by my hao peng you. ma whole body was full of soap. -_- . i didn countodown but was on the train on midnight.
- christmas ended and so was ' santa claus '. i send a msg to him.
me of friends are for, ya came into ma life and change it. i nv knew it change so much.. i appreciate alot for de happy memories of how i knew santa claus. of now i lnew ya wont care and treasure. of what.. friends are for life and kept in da heart TAKE CARES. =j
santa dar.. i don answer.. nvm you take care
santa i may not be the first to wish you merry xmas but i will be the last to wish you MERRY XMAS
me for somethings i wanted to know.. ur feel foe me stil dere ?
santa since long i did not contact you all the time the feeling slowly fade.. but at least i still remember you no matter wad
me okay. no matter what.. friends are for life and keot in da heart. mus rem me always ar! haha. =D .
santa YA i will no matter wad
end of story.

- hmms, it sounds sad. but somehow i'm over it. i still miss him and thinks of him.. perhaps he shall always be a mystery and of the dream guy i like. he's the first guy i went iceskating with, a guy who i first took neoprint, he's the first guy who from mountain, he's the first guy who i cant understand and figure out. moreover.. he's just a guy i cant reach nor seen.
- of now i know.. we wont get to see each other, by chance or by meet. maybe his feelings faded cos he fall for some girl. whatever maybe, i guess.. ya. i wanna care but cant again.

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- receive quite a num of belated presents and x'mas present from mos crew member. =D .
- watch a movie - love, so divine. yea.. the movie seems like windstruck and sassy girl but nt saddening.
- things i bought for chinese new year : pink pants $13, jap shirt $28, red tank top $6, cute skirt $13, white doll shoes $25.9o. that's all for now. wah.. i'm broke. ma own money. lol. i wanna buy some others.. there goes ma pay. =( .

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if there's a chance, i wanna be with you.

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