July 24, 2004

just how long must i wait?
-ahh. suddenly my minds is fill with thoughtshappy or sweet moments wont last long. why? why does everything had to go this way? perhaps, i've been thinking alot. perhaps all is right.
-i watched a show and it saids, gals tend to rely on guys alot, they tend to ask if the guy like her day by day.. if he still love her or what-so-ever. they said gals dun hav confidence in relationships and blah. it's right aint them? i will rely on a guy or something once i'm with often, be it a thing or person. i'm use to stuffs. mayb humans take things for granted. a guy say he likes that gal, but when there's kinda silence in both parties.. the gal would think if the guy still likes him. perhaps is the guy kinda way or attitude. or perhaps the gal didn really understand the guy. and i really don. i cant read guys minds. how sad can that be. gals don hav confidence. that's true maybe.. we aint confidence in almost everything. we don hav confidence in a relationship.. feelings and blah.
-arghh.. so how complicated can a guy and gal be? ..and how long can i hav a neutral? i need to know.. i need to know.

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