-there's a new guy in my life.
-his name call ray. perhaps he will be the sun who melt the snow?
-i still likes santa but he just wont be there for me. he is miles away. he's so cold to me. all he know is to say thank you, u too, hee and blahx. i'm sad bcos of his short reply. wont he be like more enthu and talk more? i know i'm quiet gal but i did try to talk more. hai. perhaps he's one such fellow and i cant change him.
-i feel like giving up.
-my friends will be sad. cos, cos.. i dunno why. haa.
-arhna and wen said me and ray are compatible. i dunno if we are. ya know what? he got twenty-one ex before and i was like? diaox. he smokes. yea. but that dosent piss me off.
-santa bday is over. i didn get to giv him the present. i didn get to see him, i didn get him an apple. i wasnt there with him, i wasnt there to support him. and i just gonna wish him all the best for his o. whatever it is, i knew his studies came first.
-so why the hell i cant be like him? concentrate on studies and stop those useless stuffs?
!!!!!!
i'm tired for all these. the nonsense. i'm tired of lonely, alone, lost, trembling and what-so-ever.
-i totally want a pair. i knew i am such despo. perhaps i just wanna try the feel.
-perhaps in a pair isnt fun and leaves scars of pain. =( .
love you still.
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