Declaration

I think I create a mess in my blog.

I'm sorry people for those who care but the issues between Chuck and me have been misunderstood. We broke up on mutual agreement with supposingly no hard feelings. I dumped him and I hope he will be happier 'cos our relationship is straining, I'm stressing him. He too let me go and hope I will find a better guy 'cos his character dont suits me, he too hope I will be happier.

Things are going way too complicated and I dont know how to explain. The more I explain.. things get worst and more misunderstanding occurs.

I am a simple-minded person who dont think before I talk/type. So some stuffs I wrote is when my emotions have reached the peak. Then I cant keep things to myself and blog, my emotions lead me instead of being calm.

What happen between him or his life now is his, what happen in my life now is mine. I hope the past wont be a burden to anyone of us. I hope the memories of us will remain pleasant and not something to be of gruge of.

Just incase if anyone want to know what happen between us, just come and asked me. Dont ask another party. I've already recover so I am alright. And the way he talk is harsh, I hope you guys understand.







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The thing about relationship is complicated. Both parties is of no fault. But emotions can lead you to i-dont-know. I mean if you are a girl you will know what I mean by emotions and those thoughts. You will linked everything all up.

I hope the matter wont become worse anymore.






I wont be online till thursday or friday.

Time
Peace

When we meet again.


I saw this on wednesday and perhaps that was a curse... That day was a rainy day, colleagues and i went JP to eat during lunch...

I got myself a tamagotchi today. It's abit dumb but i guess it will be my pet now.. i get bored when it is sleeping. It shall accompany awhile, i name it something-important.

Now i feel so lost.. i didn really know where to go. This time the weekends gets longer 'cos of Vesak Day. Everytime i yearn for that but now i'm all lost dont know what to do. Tomorrow there's Jam and Hop Practice.. i hope i can catch the timing and etc.

My phone didn ring as much anymore too.






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I say all those in anger. No matter how much i explain... I still want to be together.. we will be back together after awhile right? I'm not someone who can talk really well.. and i didn mean to say those harsh words.

Thinking of the period of time that i wont have something(give each other space), i feel sad. Those have become habits already..



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"What you say is what you got."

Why love that is deep in the hearts cant break through all those? Why is it that all are straight paths? No U-turns? No accidents?

Aint love something more? Dont couples bicker? Dont it occurs that when in anger all is not true?








I am sincere but i fear.

I'm tired. I need someone by my side now - not another guy.

..and he aint a bully.

Things just goes in my
mind without control
Things just come out from
my mouth without control
Things that are in
my heart aint fake
I love you