i am happy and sad in all.
ma common test results are as follows:
english - 48 [D7] this sucks.
chinese - 75 [A1] still sucks.
combined humanities - 40 [E8] SUCKS
additional mathematics - 44 [E8] SUCKSx2
mathematics - 71 [A2] i wanna improve
physics - 58 [C5] still okay
science - 52.5 [C6] SUCKSx3
L1R5 - 29 / L1R4 - 21
i am not happy with ma result. ma parents not happy with me. i didn mean to give them this but ma mind don seems to work. i always top humanities last year.. but what happen this year? ma mind cant think so far.. ma memory get worse and that's da reason. i wanna improve. i know it no use looking back at ma result of last year. but i just wanna convince maself i can do it da same way. hais.
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went out with ah wan yesterday. school was half day and we went out. firstly, we went to paya lebar to collect his pay and headed to town. saw a number of ppl frm dunearn when we were in cine. we went to taka cos there still time til da movie started. went to see ma mos burger frens. =) . they still funni and friendly, there are really nice ppl. sat at da water fountain there. when da movie about to start, we went back. and there.. da sun of da mask starts!
hmms. after da movie.. we went back home. walked to ps to take 19o. but nv did we noe da bus so long and full. so we walk to da bustop before ps. and again and again. we run four bustop away from ps. LOL. i reached hm late and ma mum ask me who i go out with. he told me if i go out with ah wan, i told him ya, she say she guess correctly. duh. she ask me i don hav ani chinese frens huh? what she mean by this? wth. ma mum is racist. ma dad mayb too. i think ma dad saw me at da ps bustop.. cos i saw one taxi with da same design as his.. but i oli saw da first two num frm da number plate. 40?? .
ma dad told me to improve on ma result.. he told me don be like tat. wat he mean by like tat? i don understand y ppl nowadays are still close minded. y don they think of it isnt race that counts.. it's da feel. is chinese realli tat gd? duh.
i noe they care of ma future but it's of control in ma hands. i know i mus change ma attitude of last minute but it's hard. i need more sleep and rest to concentrate in class.
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