Misunderstanding

'Cos both of us are the extremes. It's like you exactly know why you have been told that a couple of time yet you have this confuse mindset. And you know what? It've already curve deep in my heart that i fear, I fear of losing it. Then this state of mind let you go into this maze. A maze in your brain that you get lost. For dance, sometimes I feel this way too. You fear of losing yet you remain at the same old spot.

Do you have this kind of fear too?

It's really heavy
that at times
my breath is taken
my soul is away
my eyes swollen red