i love you yet hate ya.
i watch are with there yet with ah wan on tues. went to town, saw ma hao peng you and ma mos burger crew member. i miss them alot. saw ma manager and he asked me if i wanna go back to work. LOL. i said next time cos of o's. mayb i will go back even if da pay is low.
last night, i kinda quarrel with ma brother. i went back home and saw da potato chip and it left only like onli few pieces. last night it was full but he almost finish up all by his own. aint he selfish? blah. few days before i bought two biscuit and one was for him. he ate up one and the another the nxt day later. i intend one for him but he ate all up. wth. i asked him to buy but he said he was lazy. is walking down just to buy a biscuit so difficult? he can go lot one and play billard, play maplestory whole day, is that just so hard? i bought a cd for him last month - on his birthday. he didn even open it till now. althought i bought it with popular voucher.. at least i give it a thought, it's also a sincerity aint it? he say i gt pms and what the use of saying all this. it hurts ya noe.
when i go out.. i saw t shirts i wanna buy for him.. cos i wan to buy sumthin for ma bro. i nv told him this before yea. he also said he aint ma boyfriend, why should he like treat me blah. isn't siblings be gd to each other also? duh. i love ma bro alot. he said i have tat fcuking face but it aint ma fault alright.
i went to da room and watch tv. when i came out of da room, it's like a knife stabbin inside ma heart. ma mum fed ma bro strawberry cos he is playing da comp. i told ma mum i don wanna eat cos i already ate some. i went to sleep and cried. i dont know why i'm like this. i know ma mum also treat me quite gd but he always call ma bro name. it hurts.
i'm sorry i shouldnt put da photo.. i know it hurts you. i already deleted da photo. hais.
i want a change.
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